Still alive. Still breathing. Only losing the soul from longing for returning to this place.
In all the sudden, I have the urge to return to NG. After all, I grew up on NG. The community made me a man. I miss all the collab with Samulis. I bet Samulis has moved on to bigger projects as I saw him publishing VST. Makes me so proud to know this great man. I seldom check in NG. However every time I check in I would make sure that I did not miss important events such as NGADM, Madness Day and et cetera. I seem to be connected so deeply to this place.
I have decided not to discuss much on my 'offline life' anymore. It would be too high profile for me since some people from real life tried to tease-bother-exploit my offline matters I foolishly posted on here. I still have no idea how they connected me with online life since I never posted my real name on here. Some of the older news post might get to be removed.
After my serving term, I shall see what may I do better in life. At least if I'm not going to be caught in a world war.
As for those who still remembers this lost soul, thank you. I hope in near future I could return to music composition and to serve you the melodic & emotional music.